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Al-kisah smlm borak2 dgn Saleh. x ingat la apa permulaan nya tp basically Saleh was saying psl dia nk sambung blaja semula. Bila Saleh kata gitu, dlm hati ni pikir "ye ke mamat ni?". Don't get me wrong. Kalau Saleh seriously wants to sambung blaja, by all means, silakan. But that's just the problem -  serious ke? The last time Saleh blaja, he stopped half way. Malas dh kata nye. On top of that ada la mcm2 reason lain, but basically dia malas. Kalau nak 1k daya, xnk 1k dalih... kan sayang. Hehe. Anyway, since I also stopped half way with my ACCA, it's just fair la that I don't say anything. Nnt kena batang hidung sendiri. So now that dia kata nk sambung blaja balik, I hope he's serious about it kalau btul2 nak. Bazir byr yuran semua kalau stop again. Bila dh ada anak lg la terasa bazir nye.

So that was that. Agak lama xde mention apa2 psl study balik ni, until la smlm. I guess he posted about continuing his studies kat his FB wall (I didn't see that particular status). He said about how it's gonna be hard to continue now that Izz is here (mmg btul la kan, dh ada anak mmg lebih la challenge nk sambung blaja). And then he told me how a FRIEND commented on his remarks, which really pissed me off. The so-called friend said something like "Ala, apa susah ada anak ke xde. Ko xyah jaga. Biar isteri ko jaga". WTH?? Terus saya cakap kat Saleh please la jgn termakan all the bullshit. Hanya org2 yg akal cetek akan ckp mcm ni.

Bila saya korek2 lg dr Saleh on who exactly said something like that... dia kata dia x ingat but it was a friend in FB. Since he has like 2k people in his friend list, I don't bother asking again. And guess what, I thought the friend is a male. Rupe2 nye perempuan. I assume this girl x kawin and xde anak lg. I hope this girl bukan la kawan rapat Saleh or anything, or yg dia jumpe often. I really don't want this kind of mindset to influence the people around me.

Kepada kwn Saleh yg ckp mcm ni... this entry is dedicated to you. Let me give u a piece of advice. Kalau nk nasihatkan org, kena la tgk background org yg ko nk advise tu dulu. Kalau org tu kaya & mampu nk hire maid utk tlg wife dia jaga anak, bole la ko bg suggestion mcm tu. Or kalau wife dia full time housewife ke, bole la pakai advice ko. Tp utk org mcm aku yg bekerja full time ni, sama penat mcm Saleh bila balik keje, sama2 carik rezeki utk family, adil ke kalau aku je yg kena jaga anak & Saleh x payah. Aku tau ko bole kata study tu letih. Abih jaga anak x letih ke? Aku pun bleh argue balik, ckp study x letih. Duduk je baca buku, letih apa. Tp sbb aku penah jd student, aku tau study tu letih. Maybe not phsically, but mentally. And justification yg plg best aku rasa, buat anak sama2 tp knape bila time jaga bg kat mak nye aje. Kalau la nk berkire sgt... 9 bln mak nye kena bwk dlm perut, dh kluar patut bapa nye la pulak jaga. tp xde plak mcm tu kan.

Jd nye, sblm ko bg lg idea2 bernas yg bole annoy certain people, tgk2 dulu kiri kanan. Jgn main lepas je. I sincerely hope I will never meet you. Friends don't give stupid advices. Yg 2k dlm friend list Saleh tu, ingat semua actual friends ke? Come on la.

To Saleh, please continue doing what you do. Don't just see it as me getting the rest while you jaga Izz, but you get to spend time with your son. I believe that is more important. If you want to continue your studies, I will support you. But you need to manage your time well if you are really serious about it. Kalau sambung balik lps ni, make sure habiskan terus. Xde stop2 lg ye. And please don't be angry about me lashing out at your FRIEND, if she is indeed your friend. It's not my fault she an effing idiot.