Lately I have discovered a lot about myself, which I never realize about before. This is actually arguable, because I do admit sometimes that even if I know a particular thing about myself that is not so good, I choose to ignore the fact and keep on being like that because it's 'not so bad'. Biasa la ni kan. Kalau dh parah baru la berubah kot. But, despite of them all, there are indeed a few things about myself that I really wasn't aware of.
1. I am not so good at making the most accurate decision
Tough to admit, but yes this is true. I thought I made the right decision, tgk2 tidak. Lucky that I can learn from past mistakes. Now improving but still quite lousy sometimes. Either I get too emotional or I simply don't think things through.
2. I am spontaneous, and this is not good... most of the time
I didn't realize how spontaneous I was before, but now it's clear. It's actually good to have plans... at least an hour before doing the actual thing! The good part of being spontaneous is that you train your brain to figure out alternatives.
3. I am stubborn about the things that I shouldn't be
I thought this is a good trait because good things can come out of a reasonable argument. However, it's just plain annoying when it's you who are wrong, and then you realize that you have wasted good time arguing about it. This is happening a lot lately.
4. I am selfish - this one I know long time ago!
I figured if I don't put myself first, then no one will. But imagine my surprise when there is someone (not my parents) who puts me first. I am not saying I come first all the time, but most times. It's nice to feel that important to someone. Me being selfish seems so... unbecoming!
I will do (not try) my best to be a good person. Be a good example for Izz. Harap dh 30an ni bole la berubah jugak.
During this brief journey of self discovery, I found that I am mostly happier. Thank you to everyone who has affected me whether in the biggest or smallest way possible. They are the reason that I am the person I am today. And yes, I am happy with myself. Being a little lighter wouldn't be so bad, but it's ok :P
1. I am not so good at making the most accurate decision
Tough to admit, but yes this is true. I thought I made the right decision, tgk2 tidak. Lucky that I can learn from past mistakes. Now improving but still quite lousy sometimes. Either I get too emotional or I simply don't think things through.
2. I am spontaneous, and this is not good... most of the time
I didn't realize how spontaneous I was before, but now it's clear. It's actually good to have plans... at least an hour before doing the actual thing! The good part of being spontaneous is that you train your brain to figure out alternatives.
3. I am stubborn about the things that I shouldn't be
I thought this is a good trait because good things can come out of a reasonable argument. However, it's just plain annoying when it's you who are wrong, and then you realize that you have wasted good time arguing about it. This is happening a lot lately.
4. I am selfish - this one I know long time ago!
I figured if I don't put myself first, then no one will. But imagine my surprise when there is someone (not my parents) who puts me first. I am not saying I come first all the time, but most times. It's nice to feel that important to someone. Me being selfish seems so... unbecoming!
I will do (not try) my best to be a good person. Be a good example for Izz. Harap dh 30an ni bole la berubah jugak.
During this brief journey of self discovery, I found that I am mostly happier. Thank you to everyone who has affected me whether in the biggest or smallest way possible. They are the reason that I am the person I am today. And yes, I am happy with myself. Being a little lighter wouldn't be so bad, but it's ok :P
hahaha..
ReplyDeleteanis::
simple n3, yet thoughtful..sometimes, i de feel like i'm selfish..but when facing others who always putting himself first before me, make me realised that i am not that selfish..